I cant do it
I thought i could handle this! I thought i would be able to just ignore all the things i am thinking and feeling about mum and michael coming down, but i cant! I just cant do it. I dont know what else to say. I feel like i have let myself and everyone else down, coz i'm not strong enough to handle this. I just dont know what to do, so instead of actually doing somethin productive, i am sitting here gettin annoyed, writing this, and crying :(
Please, someone just make it all go away, just for a few days...
posted by Katie @ Monday, January 09, 2006
3 Comments:
You can do all things through Christ who strenghtens you.
Sweetie you can't always be strong, you have gone through so much and you are handling things better than most people would in your situation. You just need to lean on God when you can't be strong.
If you ever need to get away you know you can stay here for a while. Just don't hurt yourself to get back at Michael, it won't affect him, he obviously has no conscience to do what he has done. Just remember that he will rot in hell for what he's done, even if he gets away with it in this life he won't get away with it forever.
Just pray for strength and pray for Gemea. I will be praying too.
*Biggest hugest hugs in the whole world*
I love you sweetie, stay strong.
this is my last verse and it's for
everyone feeling not so great today
we don't know what's coming just around the bend
always hard to believe in your own life
easier to find belief for a friend
I'll hope for you, you for me
and together we can say
it'll be ok
it'll be alright
it'll be ok, hey, yeah
it'll be alright
*hugs* I wish I was close enough to hug you for real!
Like Zarna says, don't give yourself a hard time about feeling weak - it happens to all of us. This is your chance to let some friends help carry your burdens, and for God to show his power in the midst of our weakness, to give you peace that passes understanding. I'm praying he'll give you an overdose of peace!! :P
*Agrees whole-heartedly with Zarna and Deborah*
I hope you are going ok with everything that is going on right now. Just remember we are all praying for you (for peace, strength because you feel you need it, and because we all love you so very much and we want to see the bubbly Katie shine through all the pain and not feel that you have to wear a mask). Hope that makes sense. You know what I mean anyway. Love ya lots :)
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