I am so confused bout how i feel atm. I want to scream, i want to cry, and yet i want to curl up into a little ball, and sit as quietly as i can in a corner somewhere. I am so tired, but i dont want to go to bed coz i dont want the nightmares and the memories. I want to cut so badly, but i dont want to let everyone down again. I dont know, its like my whole life is just one big contradiction.
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You have never ever ever let me down. I don't like it when you cut because I don't like to see you hurt yourself but I completely understand why you do and I don't feel disappointed at all in you when you do. I want to help you stop and would love it if you never cut again but I don't feel like you have let me down when you cut. You have been through so much & the only thing that I wish for when you are feeling down is that I could be there for you when you felt that way.
One word - 'Ditto'. :)
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