Death
I found out this morning that the father of some friends of mine died yesterday. I knew this guy pretty well, our families used to visit each other at least once or twice a year. And we knew that his dying was coming, he has been dealing with brain tumors for a while now. I know that he is in heaven, but that dont help his family atm. He has 3 or 4 kids still in primary school, and two of his daughters are getting married in the next couple of months.
I would have been able to deal with this a bit, or at least i think i would have, if it wasnt for the fact that i was already feeling so crappy this morning. I feel like i need to cry, but i dont want to. I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS!
I dont want to cut, but i feel like i need to get it out somehow, and nothing i am writing this morning is making any sense. Bleh
posted by Katie @ Wednesday, November 09, 2005
4 Comments:
(((hug)))
death is not the easiest thing to deal with.
I will be praying for you, the family and the people who knew him.
I believe that God would of prepared the hearts of the loved ones the best way he could before the passing.
cry, grieve and pray.
God will carry you through.
those footprints are NOT you walking alone but Him carrying you!
get your pillow & bash it up! it won't be crying but it'll get the adrenaline running a little and it's not going to hurt you!
But cry if you have to or yell or scream at your wall. It sounds silly i know but if it will stop you feeling like you need to cut then chuck a tanty in your room! Everyone deals with death in their own way but if they don't deal with it now it will pop up later.
Im praying for you, girl! *Big Hug*
*agrees with Zarna*
honestly, sometimes I have that much emotional energy and no space to let it out....I've even furiously done the nutbush to skillet because it was the only way I could use up all my angry energy in my confined space without freaking everyone out.
It makes a good story now, lol!!
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