i was gonna edit my last entry (for me, not for someone else) but realised that i couldnt without totally lying about how i was feeling, so i decided to just do a more positive entry for today.

I not really sure how to make this one a positive entry, coz today hasnt exactly been the most positive day either. I not gonna write what actually happened on here though, coz i dont know who reads this anymore. if u wanna know, email me or ask me somehow.
On the plus side, i not feelin quite so much like i dont wanna be here, so thats good enough for me today.