negativity overload
The negativity is just overwhelming me today.
I feel like everyone would just be so much better off if i wasnt here. People around me wouldnt have to put up with my crappy moods, and all the crap i come out with. Gemea wouldnt have such a crappy role model. People i talk to online would be able to just get on with their lives without all the junk i go on bout. People who read my blog would surely find something else to read. And i'm sure that people who complain about my blog would find another thing to complain about.
i am not saying that i am going to kill myself, i am just feelin like crap today, and i dont know how to deal with it.
posted by Katie @ Wednesday, March 08, 2006
3 Comments:
Aww Sweetie... Gemea has a wonderful role model in you, you might have your problems to deal with but you aren't going around and showing her how to cut or letting her watch you! That little girl loves you so unconditionally.
The people that are here for you are here because we care. We chose to help you and be here, if we didn't want to we wouldn't have given a stuff about what happened & what you're going through when you told us.
awww, *hugs*
We love you, and God made you for a reason, and you are still worthwhile.
And you don't have to be perfect, and neither do I, thank God!! We just have to receive grace and let it change us more and more each day....
PS My word verification foir this comment is 'MS dag', lol - do you think Bill Gates will take it personally??
Hey, who would we go stupid with if you weren't around?! Of course you have your moments - that's understandable. We all do. But we all choose to be your friend for a reason - you have something to offer us, even if you don't think so. I don't know if this is reading right (leave me alone, I've just done 3 morning shifts, which is abominable for a non-morning person!), but I'm sure you get what I mean (you do most of the time, even if you have a slight hearing problem! ;op )
Believe me, we all feel like we take up some one else's valuable space - like people would be happier if they hadn't meet us, etc. But you know what? TOUGH! We're here so we may as well just hang around as long as possible like annoying flies! (Not sure that example works but again, you get my drift!)
You can be my fly anytime!!!! ;op
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